Cry With Your Whole Heart

Prayer is not an exercise we take part in; prayer is a tangible way of speaking to God with the expectation that He hears us and answers us.

 

What is prayer?

WordWeb​​ defines prayer as “The act of communicating with a deity (especially as a petition or in adoration or contrition or thanksgiving); reverent petition to a deity; an earnest or urgent request”.​​ 

Prayer is the act of communicating with deity but not just any deity – the One True God. ​​ There is only one God of all creation, of the universe. ​​ Prayer to any other source will avail nothing.

De 4:35 "To you it was shown that you might know that the LORD, He is God; there is no other besides Him.

Isa 44:6 "Thus says the LORD, the King of Israel And his Redeemer, the LORD of hosts: 'I am the first and I am the last, and there is no God besides Me.

The​​ nineteenth​​ section in Psalm 119 begins with several verses devoted to David’s prayers to God.​​ 

Ps 119:145 I cried with all my heart; answer me, O LORD! I will observe Thy statutes.​​ 

Ps 119:146 I cried to Thee; save me, and I shall keep Thy testimonies.​​ 

Ps 119:147 I rise before dawn and cry for help; I wait for Thy words.

Ps 119:148 My eyes anticipate the night watches,​​ that​​ I may meditate on Thy word.

 

Psalm 119:145​​ begins​​ with the words, “I cried with all my heart”.

The word for cried means to call out to someone. ​​ Notice how David cried – with all his heart. ​​ This makes me think of the difference between actual crying for a reason and​​ whining. ​​ Whining is making a noise so others notice how unhappy you are. ​​ If you’ve ever experienced a three year old doing this, you get the picture! ​​ 

God doesn’t want just our lip service. ​​ Those prayers memorized that are repeated over and over almost as a mantra may make us feel as if we’re doing something good, but do we even know what we’re saying? ​​ Is this type of prayer coming from a heart or from a mind that has learned to put words together that sound good? ​​​​ Words are only words. ​​ Prayer is not an exercise we take part in; prayer is a tangible way of speaking to God with the expectation that He hears us and answers us.

Consider the different types of conversations you might have with people.​​ Some you’re fully engaged in, others are only informational and sometimes our conversations can be obligatory. ​​ Hopefully, we are fully engaged when praying to God, expecting truths from His word to affect our daily lives. ​​ Going to God with a heart of gratitude and recognized need is so much more than an obligation.

When we talk about the heart, we are speaking of the feelings, the will, the intellect and the center of who we are. ​​ Effective prayer to God needs to be with an understanding of who He is, who we are, and what He has done for​​ us. ​​​​ In order to pray we need to be righteous before Him having accepted the gift of eternal life.

Pr 15:29 The LORD is far from the wicked, But He hears the prayer of the righteous.

Jas 5:16 Therefore, confess your sins to one another, and pray for one another, so that you may be healed. The effective prayer of a righteous man can accomplish much.

We have the example of praying with understanding. ​​ Often, people will say they are praying for something,​​ or even​​ praying​​ for us. ​​ That’s good! ​​ But, just who are they praying too? ​​ Is it the God who saves them? ​​ Do they know the truth of the Gospel and the power of prayer offered to an Almighty God?

The Psalmist pleads with God to answer him, to hear him. ​​ David knows God hears him and because of God’s work in his life, David will be able to keep God’s commands. ​​​​ David’s​​ whole heart​​ is committed to prayer before God and he goes to God with​​ a heart of obedience​​ – desiring to keep God’s statutes.

It’s much like us praying to God, in a heartfelt petition, to help us continue on even when it’s really difficult. ​​ It’s like saying ‘I​​ come before you God, fully committed to You, please assure me of your work in my life,​​ so that​​ in Your strength,​​ I may keep walking forward’.

Ps 119:10 With all my heart I have sought Thee;​​ do​​ not let me wander from Thy commandments.

Are your affections and heart​​ completely​​ devoted to God? ​​​​ Do we cry to God in earnest? ​​ Does our petition include a desire to obey God’s commands?

Ps 62:8 Trust in Him at all times, O people; Pour out your heart before Him; God is a refuge for us. Selah.

We see another element of David’s prayer in Psalm 119:146.

Ps 119:146 I cried to Thee; save me, and I shall keep Thy testimonies.

The Psalmist understands his need for God’s work in his life, hence the request, ‘save me’.​​ 

Consider.​​ What is the most important part of our relationship with God? ​​​​ What is our relationship with God based on? ​​​​ Because of God’s perfect love for us, He sent​​ Jesus, His only Son, to suffer and die to pay the penalty for our sin. ​​ We need only to accept His gift of​​ grace and desire to live in obedience. ​​​​ God is the only one who can save us.​​ ​​ What does He save us from?

"Save me" from the dangers which surround me, from the enemies that pursue me, from the temptations which beset me, from the sins which accuse me. ​​​​ Treasury of David

David is once again crying out to God in prayer and this time he requests God to save him, to defend and deliver him, to help him. ​​ And what is the Psalmist’s​​ motivation and end​​ to his request? ​​​​ “I shall keep Thy testimonies”.​​ ​​ 

Even though the Psalmist experienced danger and persecution from all around him, his main object in praying for God to save him was that he might be able to​​ follow God’s commands and live a life worthy of his calling. ​​ There is no thought of ‘save me so I can do whatever I want or like’, only ‘save me so I can honor You’.

When we pray, what is our object – to request God’s supply so that we might serve Him more, or to request His comfort so we can continue serving ourselves?

Brief as are the petitions, the whole compass of language could not make them more comprehensive.Hear me." The soul is in earnest, the whole heart is engaged in the "cry." "Save me" -- includes a sinner's whole need -- pardon, acceptance, access, holiness, strength, comfort, heaven, -- all in one word -- Christ. The way of access is not indeed mentioned in these short ejaculations. But it is always implied in every moment's approach and address to the throne of grace. "Hear me" in the name of my all prevailing Advocate. "Save me" through him, whose name is Jesus the Saviour.​​ --Charles Bridges.

Ps 5:2 Heed the sound of my cry for help, my King and my God, For to Thee do I pray.

Save me. From my sins, my corruptions, my temptations, all the hindrances that lie in my way, that I may "keep thy testimonies." We must cry for salvation, not that we may have the case and comfort of it, but that we may have an opportunity of serving God the more cheerfully.​​ --Matthew Henry.

In​​ Psalm 119:145-146, we have the Psalmist continuing in prayer with an earnest cry to God with his whole heart in order that he might be able to keep God’s commands even in the midst of adversity, not to gain his own desires, but to please God​​ by​​ following Him. ​​ The Psalmist understood completely where his help came from, who his strength was, and his need for God’s saving grace. ​​ As we continue on to the next​​ few​​ verses​​ we are​​ given an idea​​ when​​ David prays.

Ps 119:147 I rise before dawn and cry for help; I wait for Thy words. ​​​​ 

Ps 119:148 My eyes anticipate the night watches,​​ that​​ I may meditate on Thy word.

ALL THE TIME!

You​​ may be thinking, ‘I’m not a morning person, though’. ​​ Certainly not as early as the implication in this scripture. ​​ Perhaps we need to look deeper at the intent of our Psalmist. ​​ He anticipated his time in prayer so highly that it caused him to rise early. ​​ So much was his desire to spend time with God that he simply couldn’t wait till morning light! ​​ And his desire continued on into the night so that when you would have expected him to sleep, he was still awake and in prayer with​​ the God he loved. ​​ 

Sometimes​​ when​​ something​​ is on our mind, we have trouble sleeping. ​​ In those moments, where do you turn?​​ What do you do?​​ ​​ Perhaps the answer is the example we see in David – go to prayer. ​​ God hears us at any time.

Prayer was so vital to David’s relationship with God that it encompassed his day and night. ​​ We see the same devotion to prayer in Job’s life. ​​ 

Job 23:12 "I have not departed from the command of His lips; I have treasured the words of His mouth more than my necessary food.​​ 

And there are several accounts recorded for us of​​ Jesus​​ being​​ devoted to prayer.

Lu 6:12 And it was at this time that He went off to the mountain to pray, and He spent the whole night in prayer to God.

Mr 1:35 And in the early morning, while it was still dark, He arose and went out and departed to a lonely place, and was praying there.

The​​ Treasury of David​​ says of Psalm​​ 119:147, “His supplications had become so frequent, fervent, and intense, that he might hardly be said to be doing anything else from morning to night but crying unto his God.”

In verse​​ 147, it says “I wait for Thy words”. ​​ Wait can be translated hope, to be patient, to trust. ​​ This hope is a certain hope, not one that may or may not transpire, but a definite trust that God will answer prayer.

Hope is a necessary part of sincere prayer. ​​ Consider. ​​​​ If we​​ did not have​​ certain hope of God answering our prayers, how would our communication with God change?​​ To be​​ sincere​​ in our prayer we must believe that God will hear us and will answer us. This doesn’t mean we will get what we ask for – we don’t even know what we really need – but, it does mean God will answer in​​ His time​​ and​​ His way​​ for​​ His glory​​ and our good. ​​ This we can be certain of. ​​ When we believe the answers are in God’s hands, we have cause for an earnest need of prayer, to come before Him with expectation of His blessings​​ and answers.

When I was young, I​​ prayed​​ to​​ many different statues​​ and saints of old. ​​ I didn’t trust these pieces of stone and marble​​ and non-living people for anything.​​ There was certainly no real expectation of gaining from these prayers but in my understanding​​ at that time,​​ there was a certain amount of​​ blessing​​ bestowed on those who did these things. ​​ My prayers were half-hearted at best and absolutely without a genuine belief and trust that anything would happen. ​​ I did not have the hope our Psalmist speaks of in Psalm 119:147. ​​ David knew he was praying to the Living God.

The account of Daniel and the Lion’s Den, a story most of us are familiar with, in Daniel chapter 6, ends with this decree going out from king Darius:

Da 6:26 "I make a decree that in all the dominion of my kingdom men are to fear and tremble before the God of Daniel; For He is the living God and enduring forever, And His kingdom is one which will not be destroyed, And His dominion [will be] forever.​​ 

Daniel was saved by the Living God, not a god made by men, but the One True God who is able and desiring to answer His children who cry out to Him. ​​ Waiting expectantly for God’s answers to prayer is what compels us to fervent prayer! ​​​​ Do you view prayer as something you are supposed to do or is it a necessary part of your life?

I wish that when I first open my eyes in the morning, I may then, in soul ejaculatory prayer, open my heart to my God, that at night prayer may make my bed soft, and lay my pillow easy; that in the daytime prayer may perfume my clothes, sweeten my food, oil the wheels of my particular vocation, keep me company upon all occasions, and gild over all my natural, civil, and religious actions. I wish that, after I have poured out my prayer in the name of Christ, according to the will of God, having sowed my seed, I may expect a crop, looking​​ earnestly for the springing of it up, and believing assuredly that I shall reap in time if I faint not.​​ --George Swinnock.

Psalm 119:148​​ says, “My eyes anticipate the night watches”. ​​ Following is an explanation of what is meant by night watches.

The Jews divided the night into three watches, which began at what we call six o'clock in the evening, and consisted each of four hours. The Romans taught them afterwards to divide it into four watches of three hours each; and to divide the day and night into twelve hours each; wherein different guards of soldiers were appointed to watch. At the proclaiming of each watch the psalmist appears to have risen and performed some act of devotion.” ​​ Adam Clarke’s Commentary

Whether we are called​​ to be up at a specific time or go to bed at a specific time,​​ doesn’t seem to be the path of this verse. ​​ However, the reminder to be in​​ continuous prayer​​ is clear. ​​ The word​​ meditate​​ is also used in reference to spending time in God’s word. ​​ This conveys the idea of pondering over the word. ​​ Thinking upon the word over and over was what caused David to have hope​​ even when it was difficult. ​​ How do we know this? ​​​​ Because he has continually referenced his cry to God along with his desire to keep God’s commands. ​​ What was the fuel that kept our Psalmist going? ​​​​ Truth. ​​​​ Certain Hope. ​​ Trust.

In the​​ Treasury of David, the Psalmist is described as an “ardent, earnest, and painstaking student”​​ of God’s word. ​​ When we consider​​ meditating​​ on something, it means to think deeply over a period of time, to reflect on information we have. ​​ When applied to the word, this is so much more than checking off a box, completing our reading for the day. ​​ 

Throughout Psalm 119, there are several instances of requesting understanding. ​​ As we cry to God with our hearts, seeking His answers, trusting in His work, and desiring to obey His commands; as we​​ continuously pray and​​ meditate on God’s word, He will give us understanding. ​​ What a privilege it is to know our Savior more and more!

 

 

Author: Sharyn Balogh

You know it's difficult to write about yourself. The most important fact I can disclose is that I'm saved by God's grace through faith in the death and resurrection of Jesus Christ. My desire is to live a life honoring to God in response for the gift of salvation I've been given. This is so much easier said than done! I struggle daily with right choices, right words, right thoughts, and right actions. My best and only defense against sin is the power of God in me and for that I am inexpressibly thankful. I have three amazing grown-up children who have responded to God's call in their lives along with their spouses. One of the great joys of my life is knowing my children and their families strive to serve and follow God. My grandchildren are another wonderful joy in my life! My husband and I are blessed with four beautiful grandchildren to date with another expected very soon on September 12th. We also are thankful for the comforting knowledge that an additional three of our grandchildren, a set of twins at three months gestation and a little boy, Isaac, at four and a half months gestation, are in our Savior's presence. I have attended the same church since the day my eyes were opened to Truth over thirty years ago. How fortunate it is to have been led by God’s hand immediately to a church body that follows the Bible, no man-made doctrines, just the Word clear and strong. My husband is my best friend, my confidant, my encourager, and I still can't believe how blessed I am by his example of love and generosity towards everyone around him. He is God-fearing, compassionate, and kind and I have learned so much from him. I am a daughter to my almost 92 year-old mother, sister to three brothers, a wife, mother, mother-in-law, grandmother, aunt, great-aunt, neighbor and friend. That means, whomever is reading this, we probably have something in common! I love every unique role I have been placed in. I'm frequently stretched and sometimes feel like silly putty that wants to bounce right back into my comfort zone. My greatest ambition is to be a follower of Jesus; a light that shines for Him at all times, in all circumstances. So, there it is, a bit about me. I guess I was able to write about myself after all! However, my existence cannot be defined without Jesus Christ, my Lord and my Savior. His love has permeated my life to His glory and my eternal thankfulness.